Sunday, October 30, 2005

Dance!

So yesterday I went to the fall ball @ the CRC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he he he!!
it was SO much fun!
LOTS of dancing!
YES!!!!!!!!
just the way I like it!
and then I asked the DJ to play may FAVORITE love song in the world EVER
I'll Be by Edwin McCain (feel the love :-)
awe!
I'm gonna cry I love that song so much
(Love you Shelyse and Tina) HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And then I asked Tina's adorable little brother to dance with me
awe!
I had so much fun
and I looked SO hot
but when do I not ( he he he)
I had a great time
let's do that again
And this time I wont make funny faces when people ask me to dance !!!!
(krystal, did I really make that face?)
and 4 everyone who wasn't there...................... we love you anyways

Love





Thursday, October 27, 2005

my heros


Hugh Laurie as Dr.House
If you were my doctor I would be scared



David Caruso as Horatio Cane

Don't smile......... no............ oh look it's a smi.......... never mind..............


William Peterson as Gil Grissom

so someone died today...........do you like bugs?..........lets slove the crime..........bugs?...........i work with dead people.........look at the bugs.........


Jack Johnson

MAD SKILL everybody MAD SKILL


Jon Heder as Napoleon Dynamite
can you beleive that he doesn't look that bad in really life, gosh


Matt
Best guitar teacher ever! YOU ROCK! don't ask about the skrit

Ben

Best youth camp ever! thanx

i have more................................. later

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

????

Who am I ?
does anyone know?
I don't remember
so much stuff has made me forget
what are my dreams again?
can I even remember them?
did someone take them?
or are they still inside my soul?
could I ever succeed?
could I find myself again?
or would I die trying?
would I lie in the dark searching for a way to go on?
or will I ask for your help?
but would you help me?
could you?
am I sane enough?
sometimes my mind fells like a clock that just won't tick right
instead it clicks
can you fix me?
is it possible?
could it ever work again?
I don't know who I am?
do you know?


When you try your best,
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want,
but not what you need
When you feel so tired,
but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Fix you- Coldplay

Monday, October 24, 2005

little more art 4 you!

just i case you can't read what it says.............
When it feels like the weight of the world is on your shoulders.......... bring it to the cross

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Friday, October 21, 2005

Chew on this!

The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound; To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn; To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that he might be glorified.
Isaiah 61:1-3



love

Thursday, October 20, 2005

In the spirit

so
in the spirit of fall and funny baby pictures this is me in the fall of 1991
(I was 1 year old!)

This is me with icky pumpkin guts in my hand!

yah! Am I not SO CUTE!

now here is me in the fall of 1993

(I was 3 years old!)


for some reason fall is my favorite season

call me weird............ wait...........you all ready do...............

I have no idea why

anyway

I was the cutest baby ever and you know it

love

A little art 4 yo' soul!

this is a bit of my psyco art!

enjoy!





love

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

This picture goes out to Tina!




That's right Tina!
dance, dance, dance!
Napoleon style!
can't wait for the fall ball everyboby!
be there!

cuz I'll be there

gosh!

Monday, October 17, 2005

what napoleon dynamite character are you?



You are Napoleon Dyanmite and a buttload of gangs are trying to recruit you.

Who are you?

find out !

http://quizilla.com/users/retromex/quizzes/Which%20Napoleon%20Dynamite%20character%20are%20you?/

Sunday, October 16, 2005

this pretty much took me a week to finish!

These are just a bunch of my favorite songs
you don't have to read it
it might take you all freak'in day


Believe me 'cause now's the time to try
Don't wait, the chance will pass you by
Time's up to figure it out
You can't say it's too late
Some Say- Sum41


I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
Pieces- Sum41

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again
Only Hope- Switchfoot

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
Dare you to move- Switchfoot

Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
Learning to breathe- Switchfoot

And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries
On fire- Switchfoot

Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
take my breath away- Jessica Simpson

Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
Possession- Sarah McLachlan

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
Incomplete- Backsteet Boys

If I Had $1000000 We wouldn't have to walk to the store
If I Had $1000000 We'd take a limousine 'cause it costs more
If I Had $1000000We wouldn't have to eat Kraft Dinner.
(But we would eat Kraft Dinner. Of course we would, we'd just eat more. And buy really expensive ketchup with it. That's right, all the fanciest Dijon Ketchup. Mmmmmm.)
If i had a million dollars- Barenaked ladies

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don’t you know, don’t you know, don’t you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words- Natasha Bedingfield

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin
'Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love- BEP

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call youand hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Miss you- Blink 182

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to moveIm weakIts true
Im just scared to know the ending Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
True- Ryan Cabrara

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
My heart will go on- Celine Dion

When you try your best,
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want,
but not what you need
When you feel so tired,
but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Fix you- Coldplay

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've know
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?
Delicate- Damien Rice

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
The blowers daughter- Damien Rice

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
Bad Day- Daniel Powter

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Suger we're going down- Fall out boys

So I'll blame
Gravity
For always holding out on me
When I just want to run away
It trips me and I fall for you
Makes perfect sense to me
Lose responsibility
Then ever time I fail to see
How easy this could be
I can put the blame on gravity
Gravity- Soul Decision

She's been on my mind (she's working overtime)
She's got perfect reasons
Says she loves to talk to Jesus
I think I'll believe her when she says
Life can be so simple if we'd all just learn to pray
Every little thing- Hawk Nelson

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
The Reason- Hoobastank

Down the middle drops one more
Grain of sand
They say that
New life makes losing life easier to understand
Words are kind
They helped ease the mind
Of this, my old friend
And though you gotta go
We'll keep a piece of your soul
One comes out
One comes in
If I could- Jack Johnson

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me
Daughters- John Mayer

Cuz now, now it seems
I'm wide awake in this dream
And I'll do, I'll do anything
To stay here forever
And if this is a dream
I'm not going to wake up
But if I'm awake I won't close my eyes again
Awake in a dream- Kalen Porter

I walk through the valley of the shadow of death is
Top floor the view alone will leave you breathless Uhhhh!
Try to catch it Uhhhh! It's kinda hard hard
Getting choked by the detectives yeah yeah now check the method
Jesus walks- Kanye West

Mary's got the same size hands (Oh)
As Marilyn Monroe
She put her fingers in the imprints (Ooh)
At Manns Chinese Theater Show
She coulda been a movie star (She coulda been a movie star, oh)
Never got the chance to go that far
Her life was stole
Now we'll never know(Now we'll never know, oh)
Greg was always getting net from 20 feet away (20 feet away)
He had a try out with the Sixers
Couldn't wait for Saturday (Saturday)
Now we're never gonna see him slam
Flying high as Kobe can
His life was stole (Stole)
Oh now we'll never know
Stole- Kelly Rowland

I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
All these things that I've done- The Killers

Save some face, you know you've only got one
Change your ways while you're young
Boy, one day you'll be a man
Oh girl, he'll help you understand
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it- The Killers

She gets wound up
she gets higher by the minute
Turns the sound up
To drown out all the pain
They all think they know her
But no one really knows
That she goes a little crazy sometimes
Wound up- LeAnn Rimes

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
You and Me- Lifehouse

Tomorrow's just another day
Another way To spend my day
All by myself
Starin at the tv screen
Flipping through my magazine
Everything is unclear
I need you hear do
Tomorrow- Lillix

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Let me love you- Mario

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
She will be loved- Maroon 5

I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name
Love's divine- Seal

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Hero- Mariah Carey

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
Beautiful Soul- Jesse McCartney

But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Unwell- Matchbox 20

and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Possession- Sarah McLachlan

Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak- No Doubt

I have climbed highest mountain
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you
I have run
I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
I still haven't found what I'm looking for- U2

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
The don’t know me,'
Cause I’m not here.
I'm still here- John Rzeznik

Love will save the day
If love will save the day
If love will save today
Love will save the day- David Usher

I've been wondering why
It's only me
Have you always been inside
Waiting to breathe
It's alright
Sunlight
On my face
I wake up and yeah, I'm alive
On the way down- Ryan Cabrera

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did i go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy i see
But they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said girl u better try to have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool`cause
nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares- Sinead O'connor

feelings, inside my head
i don't know, but i'm thinking about you
understand that it's so hard to tell you, cause you already know
you already know
when it's twice as hard to realize
that i'm still trying twice as hard to satisfy myself on my own
and i'm still waiting for things to change
i lay my life before you, and i'm not getting up
father, how i adore you
those words are not enough
father, know i love you, and know i am wrong
Lord, please take my life
make me your son
make me your son
Those words are not enough- Relient K

I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
Gather my insufficiencies and
place them in your hands, place them in your hands, place them in your hands
For the moment i feel faint- Relient K

Let your faith shine right through.
You know it's the world
versus Jesus and you.
It's disgusting, their priorities.
And how we're entrusting them with
authority.
Faluire to excommunicate- Relient K

I pour out myself, before you were Lord
I hold nothing back, 'cause to you less is more
And may these words on my heart on my lips,
Somehow mean so much more than this
less is more- Relient K

cause when it's black (it) means watch your back because you're probably
the last person in the world right now she wants to see
and when it's blue it means that you should call her up immediately
and ask her out because she'll most likely agree
and when it's green it simply means that she is really stressed
and when it's clear it means she's completely emotionless (and that's all right i must confess)
Mood rings- Relient K

i was sinking
lower, sinking
cause i lost the things i held on to
they let me think a thought
a thought that i would know was not
of seeing my dream come true
Over thinking- Relient K

You looked into my life and never stopped
And you're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And you recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know, I am understood
I am Understood- Relient K

if it hurts,
kiss it better
you wear skirts,
i write nice letters
never said nothing with flowers
though we always talked for hours
and it seems to get much colder
when you cry on your own shoulder
and we know the show
must go on
guess i know
i guess i'll throw on
Jefferson Aero plane- Relient K

when I go down
I go down hard
and I take everything
I've learned
and teach myself some disregard
when I go down
it hurts to hit the bottom
and of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
When I go down- Relient K

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
Kiss me- Sixpence none the richer

I want to see miracles,
see the world change
Wrestled the angel,
for more than a name
For more than a feeling
For more than a cause
I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And You're raising the dead in me
Twenty four voices
With twenty four hearts
With all of my symphonies
In twenty four parts.
I'm not copping out.
Not copping out.
Not copping out
24- Switchfoot

In a world full of bitter pain and bitter doubt
I was trying so hard to fit in, fit in,
Until I found outI don't belong here
I don't belong here
I will carry a cross and a song where I don't belong
But I don't belong
Beautiful Letdown- Switchfoot

Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is
Gone, just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like you're immortal
Gone- Swichtfoot

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
This is your life- Switchfoot

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Burn- Usher

I, I will always love
You.... You
Darling I love you
I'll always
I'll always
Love You..
Oooh Ooohhh
I will always love you- Whitney Houston

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Only One- Yellowcard

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
Beauty from pain- Superchic[k]


She feels lost in her life
Treading water just to keep from slipping under
And she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be
Tired for trying to do it right
Her dreams are just to far away to see how steps she's making
Might be taking her to who she'll be

She feels locked in her own life
Scared of what she might lose if she moves away from who she was
And she's afraid of being free
There's a way she knows is right
She can't feel the things she knows
And so each step she's taking is a step of faith toward who she'll be

And here where the night is darkest black
She feels the fear and the light is farthest back
And through her tears she can't see the dawn is coming
Skies will clear and the light will find her where she's always been
Suddenly- Superchic[k]





Love

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Psalm 45:13
All glorious is the princess within her chamber; her gown is interwoven with gold.



LOVE!

Monday, October 10, 2005

i went on this site that was sugested on heather's blog and it was all these quiz thing's
i found:

What band i share my taste in music with - Marron 5

Candy- Butterfingers

Food- Japanese (i hate japanese food)

Boyish or Girlish- 50:50

Superhero- Your Superhero Name is The Wild Beast
Your Superpower is Electrocution
Your Weakness is Bacteria
Your Weapon is Your Celestial Shotgun
Your Mode of Transportation is Flying Monkeys

Career type - Artistic

My irish name - Niamh Duffy

My japanese name- Yumiko Ito

I act like a - 24 year old

My music taste maches- Jennifer Garner

The Keys to my Heart-
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

My hawaiian name- Kiana Kiele

How weird am I- You Are 60% Weird
You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

What side of my brain do i use-
You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports

My hippie chic name- Wintersweet

My 80's theme song- Wanna Be Startin' Somethin' by Michael Jackson


i did all these test's on this site: http://www.blogthings.com/


Love

Sunday, October 09, 2005

jones gives good advice

Many a false step is made standing still.
~A jones Soda bottle cap

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Let me tell you a thing or too!

So I pretty much worked yesterday and today and I'm so tired
pastor and family woke me up (kind of) at 11:45 pm
but I got food out of it so it's all good
so I pretty much have to work tomorrow too!
does anyone want to be me tomorrow?
maybe trade places with me?

my thought's right now: I can't remember what sleep is?
song right now: beautiful day by (the best band EVER!) U2
random picture:
it's a beautiful day ; - )




Love

Thursday, October 06, 2005

For those of you just tuning in now you should all know I have pretty much LOST MY MIND!
(just so you know!)
(so you don't get scared)
TO LATE !

Love
(I'll be back in a bit to explain)

Sunday, October 02, 2005

SWITCHFOOT
"Stars"
[verse 1]
Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and play myself, the outcome feels the same
I've been thinkin maybe I've been partly cloudy, maybe I'm the chance of rain
Maybe I'm overcast, and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain

[pre-chorus]
I've been thinking
'bout everyone, everyone you look so lonely

[chorus]
But when I look at the stars,when I look at the stars,
when I look at the stars I see someone else
When I look at the stars,the stars, I feel like myself

[verse 2]
Stars lookin at our planet watching entropy and pain
And maybe start to wonder how the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking bout the meaning of resistance, of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent begin to look like home

[pre-chorus]
I've been thinking
bout everyone, everyone you look so empty

[chorus]
But when I look at the stars,when I look at the stars,
when I look at the stars I see someone else
When I look at the stars,the stars, I feel like myself

[bridge]
everyone, everyone you feel so lonely
everyone, yeah everyone you feel so empty

[chorus]
When I look at the stars,when I look at the stars,
when I look at the stars I feel like myself
When I look at the stars, the stars
I see someone...


love