Friday, December 30, 2005

Random photos from the life of Sam!


Here are some funny pictures of me and my friends!
Love ya' guys!

This is Lili & Me

This here is Heather, Jodi, and Lili

There they be again!

Lili cross-eyed

This is Me and Lili after we decided to roll down the (cement) hill in the rain at my house! :-)

Serena showing off her wicked dance moves

Serena watching Maria try and climb the tree!

This is a realAstate (can't spell it!) sign! The guys last name was Butt and we all thought that was funny!

That it for now cause this stupid thing won't put anymore pictures up!

But just wait till after New Years people!

There will be LOTS of picture! (just to warn you ladEs!) :-D

God Bless

Samantha


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

A day in the life of Sam!

Today..............

Well today I pulled my sorry self out of my nice warm bed at 11-ish and stumbled down the
stairs

I then proceeded to go on the computer and check my emails

No emails?

Fine then

Check my blog

Got some comments

replied to comments

Looked at other peoples blogs

Made more comments

Went into the living room (the only room in the house were we are legally aloud to live!)

Found my sister watching Robots

Got some chips (my breakfast) and sat down to watch the movie

Laughed

And laughed some more

Then it was over

After this I decided to go back up stair to my room

Nothing to do

Jumped back in to bed because I was cold and my bed is warm

Got bored of that (believe it or not)

Went back down stairs

decided to check my emails again seeing as there's nothing else to do

Of course receiving millions of emails it took me all morning to read them!

That was obviously a lie!

But I did receive some emails

Which I heartily enjoyed replying to

Spent the rest of my day on the computer thinking I should go have a shower because I looked like crap

Organized my pictures on my computer which I've been wanting to do for ever so long

Satisfied with what I'd done finally decided it was high time to have that shower

But being easily swayed by my own mind decided that baths are better

I was right

Now here I sit

Nice and clean and not looking so much like crap as I did before

And I just remember I was supposed to read my English book

CRAP!

And 6teen just came on!

I don't watch that show :-)

Hope you day was better then mine



God Bless
Samantha

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

My life?

I want to say something deep and meaning full
But words have escaped me for the moment so bare with me here
I guess..............
Maybe I'll say how I'm feeling at the moment
Well to be perfectly honest with you all
I feel very far
Not alone, just far
Not concurring God
I know his there and I don't doubt it for a second
But this is concurring my friends
I'm not say, "Your all ignoring me and I'm mad!"
I'm saying I feel like I've lost contact with people
Maybe cause of the holidays
Or maybe not
I guess what I'm trying to say is "I MISS EVERYONE!"
Especial my theater friends
I see them little enough how it is
Other then sitting around missing people
I've been wasting time putting music on my new MP3 player
And watching the Christy movies all by myself (not much fun when your crying!)
Ladies sleeping over at my house on New Years.......... We are watching those whether you like it or not!
Today I got to explain the history of Narnia to Salina who has never read the book
That my friends is a very hard thing to do
I think I got a little carried away with that
I couldn't control myself
I think Salina found me amusing cause I started getting excited about it all

Anyways
That's 'bout it



God Bless
Samantha



And on a cold night, two under the same blanket can gain warmth from each other. But how can one be warm alone? A person standing alone can be attacked and defeated, but two can stand back-to-back and conquer. Three are even better, for a triple-braided cord is not easily broken.
Ecclesiastes 4:11-12

The Art of Breaking

Every time I call you on the phone
I listen to it ring but no one's home
I can't explain the energy that
You give me when I'm left here alone
And every time I pass you on the street
You won't even turn and look at me
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far but please believe me
I'll pick you up, won't let you fall
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all,
Your only drug will let you down,
I'm through now, so take me and blow me away
[Chorus]
When I feel numb I'll let you know,
I won't become what I was before,
You cannot kill what's not your creation,
This is the Art of Breaking
I think I might just lose my mind
If I have to watch this one more time
I can't explain how many times I've
Stayed for you when you were on my mind
No one ever said that it was easy
So come out of the cold and stop your bleeding
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far, but please believe me
Are you gonna run away, and leave me here alone?
Are you gonna run away, and leave me here?
I love this song right now
God Bless
Samantha

Sunday, December 25, 2005

A little Christmas cheer!




And that, my friends, is the struggle of getting a good picture of me and my siblings! (Do you notice that I'm in pain?)

Anyways!

Just in case you guys are wondering what I got for Christmas............. I'll tell you! :-)


~2 really really soft fuzzy monkeys (not real unfortunately)

~2 pairs of super cool monkey sox (do you catch the monkey theme? It's my nickname! But you can't call me that!)

~This really cool kit thinger with lotion, body wash, bath stuff, and perfume-ness and it all smells like vanilla! (ummmm yummy!)

~Some sweet tinkerbell PJs

~A shirt! (white to be specific!)

~Toby Mac- Renovating --> Diverse City

~Thousand Foot Krutch- Phenomenon

~ Thousand Foot Krutch- The Art of Breaking

~Praise Habit- David Crowder (book)

~ Narnia poster

~A polar bear with one of those sweet old coke bottles !!!Thanks Collin! :-)!!!

~A big phat CD case

~And a flipp'in MP3 PLAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And for some wicked sweet family gifts (meaning there everyone's)

~The Chronicles of Narnia (LWW, PC, VDT, and SC) on DVD (the BBC versions) (hahaha Good times) :-)

~The Pacifier

~And MADAGASCAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (O HA HA HA O MAN I LOVE THAT MOVIE)

I had such a great Christmas

I hope yours was just as good!

God Bless

Samantha

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Christmas Eve!

So I woke up this morning
and the last thing that I wanted to do was get out of bed
I was in my normal grumpy let me sleep another hour mood
but my mom forced me out of bed and give me the usual, "I'm a lazy child and must learn to do more work around the house and to not stay up till all hours of the night and to put a happy face on and not to be so grumpy." (I'm a bad child I know!
you know one of THOSE lectures .
And when my mom gives me one of those it make me grumpyer and in the mood to kill everything and everyone in see.
She then told me to go and vacuum and sweep.
But well I was stirring with firey angry deep down in the depths of my soul (oooooo, big words!) God started speaking to me (why does God just love to speak to me when I'm angry?).
He asked me to be happy!
Now I don't know about you guys but when I'm in a really bad mood and someone tells me to smile and be happy in make me more angry and I have to admit I've blown up with the furious fire of a thousand suns and all most killed some people because of that.*cough*Collin*cough*
So I was like, "ok I'll try. Just for you God."
But God was like, "No, not for me. For your family and especially for your mom."
AAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"OK! I'll try." said I.
And now I'm just fine and as happy as can be (Thank you Jesus)
at least when my sister is not grating on my nerves :-)





God Bless
Samantha


Love never gives up.
Love cares more for others than for self.
Love doesn't want what it doesn't have.
Love doesn't strut,
Doesn't have a swelled head,

Doesn't force itself on others,
Isn't always "me first,"
Doesn't fly off the handle,
Doesn't keep score of the sins of others,

Doesn't revel when others grovel,
Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth,
Puts up with anything,
Trusts God always,
Always looks for the best,
Never looks back,
But keeps going to the end.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Oh yah. For some weird reason God has asked me to "fast" chocolate till the New Year.

Heaven HELP ME!

Friday, December 23, 2005

NEW YEARS!

Yah yah I know it's not even Christmas yet

But I thinking of doing something with my buddy's (you guys if you want)

Does anyone want to do that or know of something to do or have an idea of something thats happening or something on new years to do?!?!?!?!?!?!

Help me out here!




God Bless
Samantha
In this time may we not for get the wonderful gift that was given to us many years ago.
The gift of Jesus.

26In the sixth month, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a town in Galilee,
27to a virgin pledged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of David. The virgin's name was Mary.
28The angel went to her and said, "Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you."
29Mary was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might be. 30But the angel said to her, "Do not be afraid, Mary, you have found favor with God.

31You will be with child and give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus.
32He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David,
33and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever; his kingdom will never end."
34"How will this be," Mary asked the angel, "since I am a virgin?"
35The angel answered, "The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God.

36Even Elizabeth your relative is going to have a child in her old age, and she who was said to be barren is in her sixth month.
37For nothing is impossible with God."
38"I am the Lord's servant," Mary answered. "May it be to me as you have said." Then the angel left her.
Mary Visits Elizabeth
39At that time Mary got ready and hurried to a town in the hill country of Judea,

40where she entered Zechariah's home and greeted Elizabeth.
41When Elizabeth heard Mary's greeting, the baby leaped in her womb, and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit.
42In a loud voice she exclaimed: "Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the child you will bear!
43But why am I so favored, that the mother of my Lord should come to me?
44As soon as the sound of your greeting reached my ears, the baby in my womb leaped for joy. 45Blessed is she who has believed that what the Lord has said to her will be accomplished!"
Mary's Song
46And Mary said:

"My soul glorifies the Lord
47and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,
48for he has been mindful
of the humble state of his servant.
From now on all generations will call me blessed,
49for the Mighty One has done great things for me—
holy is his name.
50His mercy extends to those who fear him,
from generation to generation.
51He has performed mighty deeds with his arm;
he has scattered those who are proud in their inmost thoughts.
52He has brought down rulers from their thrones
but has lifted up the humble.
53He has filled the hungry with good things
but has sent the rich away empty.
54He has helped his servant Israel,
remembering to be merciful
55to Abraham and his descendants forever,
even as he said to our fathers."
56Mary stayed with Elizabeth for about three months and then returned home.


Luke 1:26-56

1In those days Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be taken of the entire Roman world.
2(This was the first census that took place while Quirinius was governor of Syria.)
3And everyone went to his own town to register.
4So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David.

5He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child.
6While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born,
7and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the inn.
8And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night.

9An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified.
10But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people.
11Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.
12This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger."
13Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,

14"Glory to God in the highest,
and on earth peace to men on whom his favor rests."
15When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, "Let's go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about."
16So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. 17When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child,

18and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them.
19But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart.
20The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told.
Jesus Presented in the Temple
21On the eighth day, when it was time to circumcise him, he was named Jesus, the name the angel had given him before he had been conceived.
22When the time of their purification according to the Law of Moses had been completed, Joseph and Mary took him to Jerusalem to present him to the Lord

23(as it is written in the Law of the Lord, "Every firstborn male is to be consecrated to the Lord"),
24and to offer a sacrifice in keeping with what is said in the Law of the Lord: "a pair of doves or two young pigeons."
25Now there was a man in Jerusalem called Simeon, who was righteous and devout. He was waiting for the consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit was upon him.

26It had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not die before he had seen the Lord's Christ.
27Moved by the Spirit, he went into the temple courts. When the parents brought in the child Jesus to do for him what the custom of the Law required,
28Simeon took him in his arms and praised God, saying:
29"Sovereign Lord, as you have promised,
you now dismiss your servant in peace.
30For my eyes have seen your salvation,
31which you have prepared in the sight of all people,
32a light for revelation to the Gentiles
and for glory to your people Israel."
33The child's father and mother marveled at what was said about him.

34Then Simeon blessed them and said to Mary, his mother: "This child is destined to cause the falling and rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be spoken against,
35so that the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed. And a sword will pierce your own soul too."
36There was also a prophetess, Anna, the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She was very old; she had lived with her husband seven years after her marriage,

37and then was a widow until she was eighty-four. She never left the temple but worshiped night and day, fasting and praying.
38Coming up to them at that very moment, she gave thanks to God and spoke about the child to all who were looking forward to the redemption of Jerusalem.
39When Joseph and Mary had done everything required by the Law of the Lord, they returned to Galilee to their own town of Nazareth.

40And the child grew and became strong; he was filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was upon him.

Luke 2:1-40


18This is how the birth of Jesus Christ came about: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be with child through the Holy Spirit.
19Because Joseph her husband was a righteous man and did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.
20But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, "Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit.

21She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins."
22All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet:

23"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel"—which means, "God with us."
24When Joseph woke up, he did what the angel of the Lord had commanded him and took Mary home as his wife.

25But he had no union with her until she gave birth to a son. And he gave him the name Jesus.

Matt 1:18-24


1After Jesus was born in Bethlehem in Judea, during the time of King Herod, Magi from the east came to Jerusalem
2and asked, "Where is the one who has been born king of the Jews? We saw his star in the east and have come to worship him."
3When King Herod heard this he was disturbed, and all Jerusalem with him.

4When he had called together all the people's chief priests and teachers of the law, he asked them where the Christ was to be born.
5"In Bethlehem in Judea," they replied, "for this is what the prophet has written:
6" 'But you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah,
are by no means least among the rulers of Judah;
for out of you will come a ruler
who will be the shepherd of my people Israel."
7Then Herod called the Magi secretly and found out from them the exact time the star had appeared.

8He sent them to Bethlehem and said, "Go and make a careful search for the child. As soon as you find him, report to me, so that I too may go and worship him."
9After they had heard the king, they went on their way, and the star they had seen in the east went ahead of them until it stopped over the place where the child was.

10When they saw the star, they were overjoyed.
11On coming to the house, they saw the child with his mother Mary, and they bowed down and worshiped him. Then they opened their treasures and presented him with gifts of gold and of incense and of myrrh.
12And having been warned in a dream not to go back to Herod, they returned to their country by another route.

Matt 2:1-12



God Bless and Merry Christmas
Samantha

Thursday, December 22, 2005

fOcUs!

WOW!
I just came from worshiping God and just being in his presents.
Oh God I still amazed at the things you still do in me
WOW!
Ok so I'm worshiping right?

And God was speaking to me and he said, "worship like a child".
So I obeyed and went CrAzY!
It was awesome.
Then he was like, "ok, now worship as if I was right here in your room sitting in this chair".
(For those of you who don't know I have this old 80's[ish] orange velvet couch chair in the corner of my room!)
I was like "ok?"
And I just brought a worship before the Lord that I haven't been able to do in a long time.

Side track: When I was about 12 years old I started to discover who I wanted to be in Christ and one of the things I wanted to do for him is DANCE! I love to dance! (everyone know this I'm sure!) But I started to just dance during worship and that was one big way I would worship God. Then I had some big problems (most of you already know and if you don't you can ask me in person cause it's a long story and I not afraid to tell it cause I've been healed of that) and eventually I just didn't want to dance. After a year or so God started to heal me of that but I still struggle. So coming before him like this was so hard but almost a relief. All those time I said no when I was mad and didn't feel like dancing came out suddenly.

I haven't been able to being him that worship I did when I was younger.
That worship of when I first found his love.
My first love.
So I put everything aside and just danced
And I was just overcome by his presents and his great love for me.
I started dancing to this song by David Crowder called, "Only You"
And there's a part of the song that says, " And It's just you and me here now. Only you and me here now."
At that point God said, "dance with me my beloved. Put out your hand and I'll receive it. You're safe in my arms. Just dance with me. The dance of your first love. It is safe. It's only you and me."
I cried, but obeyed.
So I put out my hand and dance around my room as if dancing with another person.
I felt SO weird cause I probably looked like one of those little girls that would imaging they were dancing with a prince or something.
But I was!
I was dancing with my prince.
My prince of peace
I just started crying and God just comforted me and said that it was ok
Then when the song was over he let me go dance alone and sat down in the chair to watch
I just kept dancing for my King
And he just kept saying, "Don't stop. I love it. I love you. Keep going. Don't stop my princess. Keep going beloved."
And I did and I haven't felt his presents this powerful in so long
And he said to me, "Keep coming back. Keep coming in. Meet with me all the time."
And I encourage everyone to spend time in your secret place a little more
His calling for you, his bride
He says, "I'm here. I'm waiting for you. Come in o' beloved one. We are safe here in our secret place. Come in. PLEASE COME IN. I want to you. I miss you. I love you. Draw near to me and I will draw near to you. When you cry I catch every single tear. Come to me and I will give you rest. In me there is forgiveness my child."







"Here's what I want you to do: Find a quiet, secluded place so you won't be tempted to role-play before God. Just be there as simply and honestly as you can manage. The focus will shift from you to God, and you will begin to sense his grace.
Matthew 6:6



Good night and God Bless
Samantha

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Things that make me giggle!



Looks real, eh?

Since when have elephants been able to read?

People protesting against people who protest?


That is my kind of guitar!

HAHAHA!

I would never ride that bus!

Poor dogs!

LOL!


YES! Finally! Now let's burn down the rest of them!


That's scary!

HAHAHA! YES!


The Fitness center for lazy people!

Want a cat? LOL


Your know we do have a tap?

That's funny! LOL


RANDOM!


OH MY HEAD!

THANKS!

I wonder if he was fired?


ATTACK!


For those of you who think this is cool, IT'S NOT!!! (cough*Taylor*cough)

Don't even doubt it!

God Bless

Samantha

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.



1 Corinthians 13


I want to love like that!
My family and my friends!
But the greatest of these is love.
Christ wants us to love know matter what.
I don't know about you guys, but sometimes (especial with my family) I find it very hard to tell someone I love them.

But God gave me a little lesson in loving others.
The other night I was on my way to bed and as I got in to bed I found a note from my little sister that said, "I love you Sam".
I was like, "Awe. That's cute", then went to bed.
I woke up in the morning and had forgotten all about it. (I'm horrible I know)
A few nights later as I was getting ready for bed my sister was banging on my wall in her room just to bug me. (she finds this to be funny!)
I started to get very ticked and was just about to go punch her face in when God said to me, "this is the perfect time".
I was like, "What are you talking about?"
Then God was like,"Go in there and tell your sister you got her note and tell her how much you love her!"
I was like, "What! Yah, ok, fine." (not to excited)
Then I did even though she was banging on my wall and I gave her a hug and told her that even though sometimes I act like I don't love that she should never forget that I'll always love her no matter what.
I said good night and she went of to sleep.
no more banging on my walls.
and I sat in my room and thought how good it felt to do that.
And because I did that when I really didn't want to it made me feel even better.
Because sometimes I forget to tell people that I love them.
And I don't want to do that anymore.









This is real love. It is not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as a sacrifice to take away our sins.
1 John 4:10



God Bless And Good Night

Samantha

Monday, December 19, 2005

Isaiah 61:1-3

1 The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners,

2 to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor
and the day of vengeance of our God,
to comfort all who mourn,

3 and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor.


Isaiah 61:1-3












God Bless
Samantha

Sunday, December 18, 2005

1 ear to hear + 1 hand to draw = 2 different words from God!

1 ear to hear!

I was listening to this song the other day and found it was EXACTLY how I feel right now and I thought I would share it with you all!

*feel the love*

*sharing is caring!*

I knew the times would come and now the times have landed
With stinging abrasion As ready as I seem to be
It's never like I planned it, yeah


I'm wrestling my thoughts I'm overcome
Would you give me up I'm asking Lord
There's no where I sense Your presence here
So I will cry out, until I go


From Protest to praise
You're always amazing me
You're changing me slow, but surely
And You're gonna see me to the end
How long will I be forgotten by You forever
You're not making sense here
Seems like eternity has made a home between us, yeah


You're changing me slow
I just can't help but see it that way
Cuz You're gonna see me to the end

"Protest to Praise" by Downhere


It's like my life now.... in song!

1 hand to draw!


And a little art from the pages of Sam!






If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land.

2 Chronicles 7:14



2 words from God!


And now I have a sudden (and powerful) longing to go worship and be taught and just listen and be in the presents of God!

And you know I can't resist the call! :-)


God Bless and Merry (Happy Birthday) Jesus-Day! :-)


Samantha

Friday, December 16, 2005

This story (not a true one) always makes me cry so I thought I'd put it up.
(I didn't write this by the way)


As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me She was my so called 'best friend' I stared
at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it... After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes
she had missed the day before
I handed them to her
She said 'thanks' and left...
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why...



--------------------11th Grade--------------------

The phone rang...On the other end, it was her...She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her

love had broke her heart She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, So I did As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home She looked at me, said 'thanks' and left... I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just
too shy, and I don't know why...




--------------------Senior year--------------------

One fine day she walked to my locker "My date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go well", I didn't have

a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just
as 'best friends' So we did...That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step
I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and left... I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why...



--------------------Graduation--------------------

A day passed, then a week, then a month Before I could blink, it was graduation day I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat,

and cried as I hugged her Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and left... I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why...



--------------------Marriage----------------------

Now I sit in the pews of the church That girl is getting married now and drive off to her new life,

married to another man I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it... But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came! ' She said 'thanks' and left... I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why...







--------------------Death-----------------------


Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me ! " ...'I wish I did too'... I thought to my self, and I cried...







God Bless
Samantha

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Fear Factor

You who sit down in the High God's presence, spend the night in Shaddai's shadow,
Say this: "GOD, you're my refuge.

I trust in you and I'm safe!"
That's right--he rescues you from hidden traps,
shields you from deadly hazards.
His huge outstretched arms protect you--
under them you're perfectly safe;
his arms fend off all harm.
Fear nothing--not wild wolves in the night,
not flying arrows in the day,
Not disease that prowls through the darkness,
not disaster that erupts at high noon.
Even though others succumb all around,
drop like flies right and left,
no harm will even graze you.
You'll stand untouched, watch it all from a distance,
watch the wicked turn into corpses.
Yes, because GOD's your refuge,
the High God your very own home,
Evil can't get close to you,
harm can't get through the door.
He ordered his angels
to guard you wherever you go.
If you stumble, they'll catch you;
their job is to keep you from falling.
You'll walk unharmed among lions and snakes,
and kick young lions and serpents from the path.

"If you'll hold on to me for dear life," says GOD,

"I'll get you out of any trouble.
I'll give you the best of care
if you'll only get to know and trust me.
Call me and I'll answer, be at your side in bad times;
I'll rescue you, then throw you a party.
I'll give you a long life,
give you a long drink of salvation!"
A Sabbath song


Psalm 91 (The Message)




God Bless
Samantha


Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Mr. T:

Ever have a sharp pain in your chest that you can't explain? That was Mr. T, and it was a warning.

Mr. T once captured Bigfoot, but released him after he shaved the beast and realized that it was just Chuck Norris walking around naked in the woods.

Mr. T invented fools. Realizing the magnitude of his folly, he then created Pity.

23. That's the number of people Mr. T has pitied in the time it has taken you to read this sentence.

Mr. T. does not break wind. He destroys it.

Mr. T actually beat Rocky in Rocky III. In fact he killed Slyvester Stallone with his first punch. And wore his skin to make Rocky IV.

Mr. T coined the phrase, "I see dead people," after the waiting staff at Denny's forgot his birthday.

Mr. T is allergic to doorknobs. That's why he can only kick through doors.

Mr. T is not black. It's just that the sun is to afraid to shine on him.

There are only four horsemen of the apocalypse, because Mr. T is going to walk.

You can lead Mr. T to water, but chances are that you will die there.

Mr. T does not know you personally, but the odds are 7 in 10 that he pities you.




Chuck Norris:

Chuck Norris does not hunt because the word hunting infers the probability of failure. Chuck Norris goes killing.

The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain.

Chuck Norris built a time machine and went back in time to stop the JFK assassination. As Oswald shot, Chuck met all three bullets with his beard, deflecting them. JFK's head exploded out of sheer amazement.

Chuck Norris sold his soul to the devil for his rugged good looks and unparalleled martial arts ability. Shortly after the transaction was finalized, Chuck roundhouse kicked the devil in the face and took his soul back. The devil, who appreciates irony, couldn't stay mad and admitted he should have seen it coming. They now play poker every second Wednesday of the month.

If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can't see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death.

A Handicap parking sign does not signify that this spot is for handicapped people. It is actually in fact a warning, that the spot belongs to Chuck Norris and that you will be handicapped if you park there.

A blind man once stepped on Chuck Norris' shoe. Chuck replied, "Don't you know who I am? I'm Chuck Norris!" The mere mention of his name cured this man blindness. Sadly the first, last, and only thing this man ever saw, was a fatal roundhouse delivered by Chuck Norris.

When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night he checks his closet for Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.

The grass is always greener on the other side, unless Chuck Norris has been there. In that case the grass is most likely soaked in blood and tears.

Filming on location for Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris brought a stillborn baby lamb back to life. Shortly after the farm animal sprang back to life and a crowd had gathered, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked the animal, breaking its neck, to remind the crew once more that Chuck giveth, and the good Chuck, he taketh away.

When Chuck Norris sends in his taxes, he sends blank forms and includes only a picture of himself, crouched and ready to attack. Chuck Norris has not had to pay taxes ever.

When an episode of Walker Texas Ranger was aired in France, the French surrendered to Chuck Norris just to be on the safe side.

Chuck Norris owns the greatest Poker Face of all-time. It helped him win the 1983 World Series of Poker despite him holding just a Joker, a Get out of Jail Free Monopoloy card, a 2 of clubs, 7 of spades and a green #4 card from the game UNO.

It was once believed that Chuck Norris actually lost a fight to a pirate, but that is a lie, created by Chuck Norris himself to lure more pirates to him. Pirates never were very smart.

Chuck Norris doesnt shave; he kicks himself in the face. The only thing that can cut Chuck Norris is Chuck Norris.

Someone once tried to tell Chuck Norris that roundhouse kicks aren't the best way to kick someone. This has been recorded by historians as the worst mistake anyone has ever made.



Vin Diesel:

If you rearrange the letters in Vin Diesel it reveals his credo: "I End Lives."

When Vin Diesel goes to donate blood, he declines the syringe, and instead requests a hand gun and a bucket.

In an average living room there are 1,242 objects Vin Diesel could use to kill you, including the room itself.

When Vin Diesel jumps into a body of water, he doesn't get wet. The water gets Vin instead.

Vin Diesel is the only man to ever defeat a brick wall in a game of tennis.

Crop circles are Vin's way of telling the world that sometimes corn needs to lie down.

Vin Diesel has two speeds: walk and kill.

Vin Diesel has always been able to find Waldo, except for one time. He found himself stumped on the last page of Where's Waldo Now?, not being able to find the Waldo without a shoe. He threw the book down and screamed, "This is A LOAD OF CRAP!" They're all wearing shoes." He then proceeded to eat the book and exclaim, "IF I CAN'T FIND WALDO, THEN NO ONE CAN!" The book he ate belonged to a child that he had borrowed it from. The child began to cry and Vin ate him for good measure. The incident has since been refered to as Christmas.

Vin Diesel can divide by zero.

You are what you eat. That is why Vin Diesel's diet consists entirely of bricks, steel, and the tears of small children.

Vin Diesel once beat Super Mario Bros 3 without even touching his Nintendo controller. He just yelled at his TV in between bites of his "Filet of Child" sandwich, and the game beat itself out of fear.

Vin Diesel is the reason why Waldo is hiding.

In fine print at on the last page of the Guiness Book of World Records it notes that all world records are held by Vin Diesel, and those listed in the book are simply the closest anyone has ever come to matching him.

Vin Diesel can set ants on fire with a magnifying glass. At night.

On his birthday, Vin Diesel randomly selects one lucky child to be thrown into the sun.

If you were to lock Vin Diesel in a room with a guitar, a year later you would have the greatest album ever, it would sweep the Grammy's. When asked why he doesn't do this Vin replied "Because Grammy's are for queers." Then he ate a knife to show the seriousness of his response.

Vin Diesel coined the phrase, "I could eat a Horse" after he ate every last unicorn in existence.

When Vin Diesel does a pushup, he isn't lifting himself up, he's pushing the Earth down.

Vin Diesel was the hunter who shot Bambi's Mother. He then wore her carcass like it was a coat while he made his rounds at the local children's hospital.

The eternal conundrum "what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object" was finally solved when Vin Diesel punched himself in the face.

Magnetic compasses do not point toward true North - they point in the direction of Vin Diesel. He just likes to sit on a lawn chair and shout, "Jackets are for pussies!" at the Acrtic researchers.

Vin Diesel invented black. In fact, he invented the entire spectrum of visible light. Except pink. Tom Cruise invented pink.

Although it was never shown in the movie, Godzilla didn't beat Mechagodzilla...Vin Diesel did.

Vin Diesel's shadow can actually kick people's butts.

Rumor has it that this site was originally created with random facts about Sean Connery, but Vin Diesel hacked into the site and switched each name with his own.

He refuses to eat mushrooms because they are like brothers to him. If you eat a mushroom in his presence he will stare coldly at you all night.

Vin Diesel recently added 'moose' to his "Animals That Tried to Fight Me and Lost" list.


***some of these were changed a little cause of the words***


I'm pretty much peeing my pants laughing right now!
:-)

God Bless

Samantha





Sunday, December 11, 2005

King Kong?

For some strange reason I REALLY want to see King Kong?
Did someone slip me some drugs or something?
Cause this isn't really normal for me
http://www.kingkongmovie.com/
So who gonna come see it with me?
Cause I'll be to scared to go by myself!






God Bless
Samantha

Saturday, December 10, 2005

PRAY!

hey everyone!
if you guys have a second could you pray for me
I've been feeling really sick
I've got a sore throat and a bad stomach ace
and almost died of a headache last night
so if you think of me just say a short pray if you could

God Bless
Samantha


O Lord my God, I cried to You and You have healed me.
Psalm 30:2 (Amplified Bible)

I was the one.......

I was the one who through the stones as you walked.
I was the one who spat on you.
I was one of the soldiers who cast lots for your clothes.
I was the one who called you a fool.
I was the disciple who denied you three times.
I was the one who put up the sign that said, JESUS OF NAZARETH, THE KING OF THE JEWS.
I was the one who said, "crucify him".
I was the soldier who wiped you time and time again.
I was the disciple who betrayed you with a kiss.
I was the one who put the crown of thorns on your head.
I was the one who mocked you to your face.
I was the one who laughed at you when you said you were the king.
I was the soldier who drove the nails in to your hands.
I was the one who said, "Save yourself! Come down from the cross, if you are the Son of God!"


But....................

I was the one wept for you.
I was the one who followed you to the end.
I was the one who they pulled from the crowd to help.

I was the soldier who said, "Surely this is the Son of God".
I was the thief beside you that came with you to paradise.

I was the disciple whom you loved.
And I was the one who saw you alive after three days.




Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
John 15:13

God bless

Samantha